Letting Go...

I thought I was good... And then, it hit me.

I'm going to be real here. It's been a rough few months. A roller coaster of emotions. Seeing our world in the state it's in has been difficult for me. These 3 humans, these little people, they are my world. My life. And these past 4, 5, 6 however many months It's been since Covid hit, we have really tried our best to make the best of it. But reality is, it hasn't been "the best."

I haven't been able to get on social media much lately, bc it's been too much for me. Our world is hurting & it's so hard to watch it all play out.

These 3 little people. They are my people.

I helped make them, grow them, I have protected them & also reprimanded them plenty too.

And above all else I have loved them more than ANYTHING in this world.

Today was the day 2 of them got to go back into the world. Back to school.

As a Mother, making decisions like these are NEVER easy. This one, probably one of the most difficult to date for me. But it became reassuring, knowing they are in such amazing hands at their wonderful school.

We have had to make some difficult decisions in our family over the years. But we continue to grow, learn & be better because of it. Of course we've made plenty of mistakes too, but we keep on trucking. As their Mother, I continue to try & do the best I can at making these kinds of calls. And sometimes, a lot of times, they aren't made gracefully. Every single Mother out there knows, it's not easy, no matter what way you decide to go. So we just choose to jump some days & pray for the best. And then maybe call our own Momma's or friends for support. (Thanks Momma )

So know... You are not alone!

But please, remember, as we all are making extremely difficult decisions don't forget to Be Kind! Be Kind to your neighbors, Be Kind to your friends. And most importantly Be Kind to those you may not agree with. Because deep inside, they might be struggling being kind to themselves right now too. ❤